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♥Membilang dari satu,
♥Menyapa dengan salam,
♥Jika dilipat sebesar kuku,
♥Jika disebar menjadi seluas alam..

Friday, March 20, 2009

wah.lame x post pape

MAAF ye sume...
ak nk post cite2 tp nta laa..
cm bz pon ade, saket pon ade
ehehe
sowi ehh...
kte start new story!
yeah2

Thursday, February 5, 2009

Orang Yang Ku Sayang!

I just wanted... no, had to tell you how much you mean to me. I don't know what I would do without a great friend like you. You are the number one best buddies I have ever had. Without you my pathetic life would not be worth living. I would climb the highest mountain, swim the deepest sea, walk across the hottest desert just to tell you how incredibly special your friendship is to me.

.smiles.

.huggers.

.snuggles.

.kissy-kissy.

In fact, I would do anything for you, my best friends in the whole world...

.chut rindu korang.
the moments we were all together :
- 'ZEALOUS' time; dancing all over the night
- birthday never missed one..really miss the last birthday celebrated; sassy's!
- all the time we hung up.
- I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

not a V-DAY, but HAPPY SINGLE AWARENESS DAY!

hey ya'll!!

Being a singledom, I find myself un-alone. No, I'm not complaining, it's just very different. If you ask my friends, I'm the perpetual single girl, or I just find myself single. So now, I'm getting used to the idea of V-Day and all that comes with it. I'm talking about chocolates, soft toys, jewellery, greeting cards on your left, heart-shaped candies on your right, big rose bouquets in your face, sappy song dedications...it just makes you want to go "Arghhhh! Enough already!!" but we all know that all this isn't what V-Day is about.
It's LOVE...Being in a relationship means sharing love with a lucky one (but not to celebrate the V-Day and for lust!), while being single means loving yourself, and that's tough. By the way, I love being myself..I'm so grateful!


So if you're flying solo this year or for just a moment this month, fret not, we don't discriminate.
How if we change that nonsense V-DAY instead with HAPPY SINGLE AWARENESS DAY! on 14th FEB.


So bf/gf or no bf/gf listen up!, come Feb 14, send all your LOVE to Y-O-U, you!
Note:The Best is yet to come!


AGREE or NOT AGREE?

TODAY is da 3rd DAY of FEBRUARY!-time to do

I feel the need to bring about change. I feel the need to break free of the chains that stop me from chasing after my dreams. I've gotten so tired of living the same inane days, ending in the same boredom. This month-and-so-on, I want to change, but this time, leave the past right where it belongs and start new. Let go of inhibitions, and just go for everything. This m-a-s-o, I want to make memories, I want to do insane things, I want to live life each day at a time. Last month, I probably had the worse summer of my life. This m-a-s-o, I want it to be different. I want to reinvent myself, I'm tired of being who everyone wants me to be, this year, I'm going to be me. I'm going to take the past for what it's worth, and allow it do disintegrate from my life. I will move on, I will try harder.
Today, I was sitting in front of my computer realizing this world is filled with tens of billions of people. Not just the select group I surround myself with. There are so many different groups there are so many things I can do with my life. I want to be someone that my mom will be proud of, not just another average person with an average house in an average neighbourhood. I want to do something extraordinary.

This MONTH-AND-SO-ON, I want to:

  • Start actually taking care of my skin, my hair, my eye, all-my-appearance-physically.
  • Let go of the past, and build on the future.
  • Progress myself to be more inspired, motivated, dedicated and zealous.
  • Actually get some air on my wakeboard.
  • Start actually communicating my feelings, rather than acting like nothing's wrong all the time.
  • Get a job, and start learning to provide for myself.
  • Stop taking things for granted, and start realizing I can't always get what I want.
  • Stop being so forgiving when people don't deserve it.
  • Start getting healthy, and give up junk food.
  • Prove that i need to be happy single to be happy as a couple.(but not so, they always tend to have conflicts, jealousy matter, and discordant)
  • Get my bellybutton re-pierced/let the old piercings grow in.
  • Earn back everyone's respect and trust, thereby stop lying and start actually listening.

This month-and-so-on, will be different. This m-a-s-o will be the mark in my life that reminds me just who I am, just who I've always wanted to be, and just who I will be. I see something different in this m-a-s-o, I see it just might be something very different. I'll be eighteen:18 (23rd MARCH), 1 year older, 1 year wiser, a totally new person. I will not break any promises, I will do everything I can to be a better person.

.I want to change my life.
...Wake up...
.Time to do.

Friday, January 30, 2009

APA AKU 10 TAHUN NANTI??

cita-cita aku mahu menjadi seorang doktor pakar mata,..namun adakah peluang??
-cuakx,gwelysah,takowt>SPM

>>>>Ophthalmology, meaning “The science of eyes” is the branch of medicine which deals with the diseases and surgery of the visual pathways, including the eye and brain. While most vision is diagnosed and corrected using corrective lenses, or spectacles, new modern surgery options such as LASIK continue to help millions of people repair eyesight.
However, in more serious cases, the solutions are far from simple. The eye being an extraordinarily complex organ, has spawned many different specialisations, with each specialisation dealing with a different condition that the eye may fall prey to. The correct diagnosis of such serious conditions is vital to the treatment procedure, and skilled ophthalmologists are required every step of the way.<<<<

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

ak berterima kaseh kpd si pemberi!

berjlnlh dgn pnuh harapan walau hidup ini x slalu bahagia, sedekahknlh satu snyumn walau d hatimu x lg mmpu b'tahan.... blajalh m'maafkn walau dirimu t'luka, b'hntilh mmbri alasan walau ingin m'nyatakan kbenaran... hiduplh dlm iman walau hari d pnuhi godaan & b'pganglah kpd Allah walau DIA x klihatan.Bukti kasihNYA...kita wujud d dunia pnjaman ini... Ada sbab bila berlaku sesuatu perkara & yakinlah Tuhan menguji setiap hambaNYA yg mengaku keimanan padaNYA .Jangan terlalu b'khayal utk jd yg t'baik kerana hidup x smudah itu, Perihal kehidupan sbg cermin dlm menilai s'buah p'abdian yg hakiki lg abadi..moga lelahmu d hargai ilahi walau d cemuh insani.........

Saturday, January 17, 2009

FAKE OR REAL?

FAKE FRIENDS : Never ask for food
REAL FRIENDS : Are the reason you have no food

FAKE FRIENDS : Call your parents Mr/Mrs
REAL FRIENDS : Call your parents DAD/MOM

FAKE FRIENDS : Bail your out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong
REAL FRIENDS : Would sit next to you saying "Darn... We were busted...but that was fun!"

FAKE FRIENDS : Never seen you cry
REAL FRIENDS : Cry with you

FAKE FRIENDS : Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back
REAL FRIENDS : Keep your stuff so long they forget its yours

FAKE FRIENDS : Know things about you
REAL FRIENDS : Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you

FAKE FRIENDS : Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing
REAL FRIENDS : Will kick the whole crowd that left you